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I took this idea from [personal profile] cereta because she was kind enough to let me use it.

5 Thing That Made Me Happy Today

  • Naptime: Robby and I took a nap together and it was nice. Odd to be happy about it I know, but it doesn’t happen often (he’s not a napper) so I was happy when he climbed into bed with me last night.
  • I woke up in our bed this morning: Most of you know that for the past few weeks I have been sleeping in the spare bedroom because Robby’s snoring has gotten so bad that I haven’t been able to sleep properly. While I don’t know what changed last night but I was able to fall asleep and didn’t wake up at all during the night to tell him to roll over or move to the spare bedroom. I loved this. It made me happy to be sleeping in the same bed with him.
  • Dinner: Robby was sweet enough to make me dinner and bring it up to me while I did school work. It’s the little things I tell you. :)
  • Kisses: Being able to kiss Robby and not feeling like it was reflex but feeling like it meant something.
  • Cuddles: Cuddling with my baby and watching a movie/TV show. It’s always one of the highlights of my day.

So what made you happy today?

Mirrored from WISHFULDRINKING.ORG.

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Mirrored from WISHFULDRINKING.ORG.

Today hasn’t been a very good day. I don’t know what it is but I’m just not in a good mood. I haven’t been since I got up this morning. I thought maybe a nap would help, but it didn’t and now I’m frustrated by Robby’s complete lack of caring the his current class is what is going to determine whether or not he stays on academic probation. If he doesn’t pull his GPA up by the end of this class that means he’s out of class for 6 months, which means that fucks with his financial aid. His complete apathy is pissing me off. It’s like hello, this is serious, I know you’re burnt out but at least it’s only 5 weeks of class. Try 2 classes, every 9 weeks and then complain to me. Ugh. Just frustrated by him. It’s week 2 and he hasn’t done a single thing and he doesn’t care to either. I just want to shake him and tell him to wake the fuck up. =/


I’m thinking that maybe I’m just going to curl up in bed and get lost in book. I’m just not in a sociable mood right now and if I didn’t have to work tomorrow you can beat your ass I’d be drinking right now. Guess that’s not an option though. Oh well, there’s always Monday night. Even if that is 3 days away. Bleh. I’m not in the mood to write right now and given my frustration it’s probably best that I end this hear. Nothing product or good will come from this blog. *sigh*

EDIT: Maybe my attitude steams from today’s date. I guess we’ll see how I feel tomorrow. In any event, to those who lost their lives 8 years ago, your memory lives on in those of us who lived on after. I thank you for your sacrifice, it’s not one that will ever be forgotten.

fearless: Don't compromise yourself, you are all you've got. (All You've Got)
It is always so strange to have to come up with something significant to say in an introduction that should not be too wordy, yet should have just enough to draw readers in.

Even now, I have yet to find words that will make me appear at the very least eloquent, despite the fact that I am far from it. In any regard, I suppose the best place to start is with a name. Mine is Angelina, though I often go by Angel. I am a 23 year old Filipino/Black female that currently resides in Arizona with my husband of nearly 2 years and our 5 cats and 1 dog.

I am a Navy brat and was born in the Philippines but spent the majority of my life in California. When my dad retired from the military we moved to San Diego, which is where I met my husband. My husband and I moved out to Arizona almost 2 years ago when a job opportunity presented itself and thus we have been here ever since.

I am a true Aquarian, as i am very eccentric in my ways and in my living style. I enjoy my freedom and will rebel if I feel threatened by a restriction. I have the tendency to pick up many hobbies (usually all at once) as I love learning new things and I find that once I have learned something or feel I have learned all there is possible to learn about a subject, I get bored and tend to move on. My resume is a stunning reflection of this habit (bad, I know) yet I have not been able to find a job that could keep me for very long.

I am a very intelligent individual and often pick up and learn things faster then most. While I enjoy this trait about myself, as it does come in handy, it is also a disadvantage especially where work is concerned, as if I am not continually challenged, I often get bored so I will either get into trouble (not intentionally) or I will move on to another job that I want to try and master. I doubt that this is something I will ever be able to overcome, however I do believe if I find a job that continually challenges me and pushes me, I won't run into the problems I spoke of above.

It is because of this that I have decided that my ultimate ambition is to work for a non-profit organization, particularly with orphans. While I am much too empathetic to be a social worker, I believe that I will still find emotional satisfaction in a management  position for non-profit organizations dealing with orphans. It is because of this realization that I am currently pursuing a Bachelor's of Science in Human Services Management. Ultimately, I would love to adopt one child, preferably a pre-teen as it has always been my ambition to provide a home and a place to belong for a child who may not have one.

As I continue a new journal which will document my struggles, triumphants, and success, the two things I hope to learn about myself is that I am a deserving individual regardless of past mistakes. I must learn to love myself so that others in turn can truly and fully love me-- because while they may love me now, they love what I want them to love and not the whole of me.  I hope that eventually as time goes on, my walls will start to disappear and I will stop feeling a need to protect people from what I feel will cause them to run in the opposite direction. I have to trust that regardless of what they may learn they'll still love me for me.

May 2010

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